It starts with you rationalizing why there is no way you can ever live the life you fantasize about and it ends with you feeling torn between what you think should do and what you are feeling in your body that you are being called to do.
And it all feels like frustration and building resentment.
I’ve lived there!
I was the girl who had the high dreams and a vision of a life that was filled with ease and spending time on activities and people I truly wanted to and I knew what my one talent in life was.
My problem however, was that I just did not know how this was going to make me the amount of money I needed to truly contribute to the kind of lifestyle I was secretly craving.
So I did what seemed to be working for everyone else and I gave in to my own doubt monster and into the worried pleas of those close to me, to do the ‘responsible’ thing.
I got a job,- a well paying one- that on paper was pretty awesome.
It paid just shy of comfortable and the workload initially was ok and to sweeten the deal even more, I would be utilising my ONE talent!
I convinced myself I was happy with this way of life, after all every day I was utilising my talent and learning new skills and really, it wasn’t that awful, infact, it was actually kind of fun and I had really awesome colleagues.
Yet in the back of my mind I knew- legit gut feeling knew- that this would not last.
And when things finally became too overbearing for me, I jumped ship and took on a job I KNEW was not going to end well for me, because of the reputation of the company was one of being disorganized and stressful….but I told myself I needed the money and I was optimistic that it could work.
The deal sounded right and I had grown to be more confident in my abilities, however, people are a very real factor in any job and negative attitudes can sour even the best of situations when you feel undervalued and overworked.
That lead me to do the unthinkable!
Really, I was driven by fear, desperation and a need to show everyone that I CAN do it all! Which was not at all in the direction of my ideal life, but my focus was now on surviving, not actually living.
Now I can go on and on and tell you about that journey, but what I will do instead is tell you what I learnt and hope it helps you to jump over these same hurdles faster, so that you will continue the journey to your dreams with only minimal insanity.
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